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May we all be touched by his noodle appendages
Flying Spaghetti Monster why? Why is it so difficult for me so focus? On things that are so trivial I fall into distractions created by my own mind to escape. To focus on this. This is torture to me. It hurts, it's mentally draining to just keep going. Talking to you is a distraction in it's own. I do not want to be cursed like this. Falling into daydreams all the time, as days go by it grows harder and harder to learn things I want to learn. It is hard. Flying Spaghetti Monster why? I am so intelligent yet somehow, developed a difficulty to focus my attention on one thing to provide something of productivity. I'm struggling to even try. To make it worse, there's something wrong with me and it is taking a long time to obtain progress from the doctors about that. Fantastic indeed.
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