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Wow...I like that one nuker...Heres mine

He wispers to me...
the dark history of your life
He knows nothing of god...
yet everything of you
He is wise and true...
yet an evil past haunts him
He wishes to follow you...
to your doom and beyond
He is the past...
He is Now...
He is the future...
He...Is death

Someday, I don't know when, but someday I'll dream a dream that'll make the world a better place

I've had dreams
when you hated me
I've had dreams
when you loved me
These people in our photograph
don't know each other (anymore)

I long for the day
to see your face
with your eyes so full of life
I think it's a mirage
I walked into

Tell me what you see
as you gaze into my eyes
Am I hollow and unforgiving
or do I give you warmth (and hope)

I've heard the struggle you've been through
I've heard the pain you've faced
I'm here to tell you
that I love you anyway
I'd like be the one you run to (instead of from)
but I'm the one who's running

Take my sorrow
my pain
my anguish
Hold my hand as we walk
and I'll carry you
(so your feet don't get wet)


You still have.............................my life

Long title...good poem...Heres mine

Ye hasth come to take me
but i stand here and say ney!
for what is life but not a chariot of death
I walk upon this charred earth and say...
Never again...

Maybe in a couple years we'll sit down and talk about the things that used to make us laugh

This ribbon I tie
belongs to your final gift (from me)
I know I shouldn't have
but it's all I can bear to do
It's better than watching you leave (empty handed)
and running to another's arms

It's not fair
this lot I've been given
I've had to walk a road less travelled
and I've got the bumps to show

I feel like you can see straight through me
but I can't even look your way
Your words they peirce my body
but my mouth won't open
You have rendered my mind useless
now I can't even think to live

It's funny how words
that say so little
can cost so much
The same is true love
but hearts are on the line

What have I done
to deserve such a miserable plight
So miserable that the sun won't even shine my way
The Moon goes to sleep behind a cloud
and the cloud sheds its tears upon my head

Nice nuker...i would post a poem right now but im just about to leave for work...so ill do it in 2 days...got doctors appointment tommarow...but you can expect me posting again in 2 days!

a poem i wrote for my msn pm

so many emotions ,so many moods so many reasons to wish i was with you - a Troy bane original

------ why ------
they say i think too mutch
i am startin' to agree
you've got in my head
sometimes i wish i was dead
i couldnt pull the trigger
i couldint tie the nuce
i couldnt leave you here

why am i like this
why here
why now
why in this horable world
why me
why you
why
just why

So many questions for someone so young. Hang in there Retry, you'll find her one day.

Walking With My Insecurity

Break this habit of mine
the one that makes me hate myself
The one that lets me die inside
I hate my habits
but they're my family
and if I walk away
I'll put to death my reason
my sanity
(now I lay me down to sleep)

I am a hollow shell
and I desire so much more
The sand slips through my fingers
my feet walk on shards of glass
(that used to reflect my memories)

I miss the way your hands
would touch my face
the way your eyes flirted with mine
You filled me with a life I've never known
now I shrivver from the cold
(this warm breeze is killing me)

Well im back...No poems today though...was busy getting tested didnt get a chance to write any...should have some soon

Living With The Phantom

If I only knew
what you say about me
how you think of me
(when I say goodbye)
Your voice is a sounding trumpet
for my death march (to the sea)
Make me wish I was someone else
make me wish I wasn't me
I wish I could be (someone else)
I wish.....

Now my feelings flow
and campaign for attention
Pull the sheets from my eyes
and push me from my comfort
I lay fallow

I saw you (today)
you were listening
to the summer's breeze
and I was so far behind
I saw you (last night)
my dreams they aren't the same
your face haunts me
and I run through the thickets
to escape your beautiful smile

......and to think, I used to let you
run your fingers through my hair

Ok my block is slightly gone...im gone to do this one freely! mind you wasnt written before hand im just now doing this....


Shadow upon your feet

I sit and watch you walk away
and the shadow of fate has taken me
you wished to help...
to thrive!
to love....
yet you walk away...
Have i been so cruel?
so vile...
So obnoxtious that even thee have been disgusted?

I understand now that you wish to love
to thrive!
to help...
but i am....
nothing but a shadow upon your feet...

lol a friend introduced me to this one...

Twinkle, Twinkle, little egg.
wouldnt you like to grow some legs?
and run around on grass so green
argueing with the milk and cream

This probably isn't my best, but I'll add it here anyway.

What am I doing here?

They say this place
will give you strength
to stand on your own
They told me
I have something to live for
but they don't know
they don't care
they don't see
what's going on (inside of me)

Fly me out on silver moonlight
let me see the ground from above
I hear that falling's not the bad part
Bring me down on golden rays
tell me how long your love will stay

Now I'm staring at the darkness
wondering when the night will come
I can't find rest
(and) this day will never end

Fly me out on silver moonlight
let me fall from these great heights
I want to feel
the grass upon my face

Let me sleep this night alone
let me sleep this night in peace
Please just let me dream
and hope that I'll have better days
hope that I'll find better ways
to dream of better dreams

Ahh i was bored...

Oh Honey oh Honey Dont make me Cry...
Like the thunder heads up in the sky!
Even though you may leave i still walk beside
Crying, and waiting for you to lose thy stride
Edited by The Monk Of Tigers, 03 July 2006 - 02:59.

Just whipped this up and I had to post it while it was still in my head.

The Other Side of the Looking Glass

I fear I have given up too much
as I stand here starring blankly at the wall
I can't move
anymore than I can think
This room is getting empty
and the dust will paint things white

Look at me
look at you
our reflections say the same thing
Time has been kind to me
I'm still smooth as glass
but you're fading from my sight

I hang here
and watch the seasons go by
You don't see me anymore
(the way you once did)
I regret I can't lie to you
when you need to hear the truth
I'm not that type

Mirror
Mirror
Tell me who's the fairest of them all
You've faded from my sight
humanity's tapestries have hindered my gloss
You've broken me
and now I'm ashamed
to show my (shattered) face

I wish you well...........


Regards,

Major Nuker

How could this happen to me

I open my eyes
I try to see
But im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight
And i cant stand the pain
And i cant make it go away
No i cant stand the pain
How could this happen to me! i made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on as im faing away
Im sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but nobody hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I want to start this over again
Wo i try to hold onto a time
When nothing matters
And i cant explain what happened
And i cant erase the things ive done
No i cant
How could this happen to me! i made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on as im faing away
Im sick of this life
I just want to scream
How could this happen to me

Ew... Emo song.
Edited by AllStarZ, 12 July 2006 - 00:04.

If you don't have a poem to post, or anything constructive to say, please keep comments like that to yourself. That kind of criticism is not tolerated here.


Regards,

Major Nuker

Hello everyone...Im makeing one of the best poems i ever had right now and so far it takes over 7 pages! so it will be a long time because ideas are still comeing for it...ill post it when im done but be ready for a long....long post

Walking Through the Desert in My Mind

No fair
so far
I'm looking down this blazing highway
wondering what I should be looking for

Life has changed (for both of us)
so much since we last touched
Now I'm searching for new meaning
you're still wondering what's next

It's been six months
the last time I checked the wall
your eyes have not seen me
and I feel a little weaker (everytime you mention him)
My last entry in this life
could be the first time
you've seen me in this light

No fair
too long
This trip has let me down
I've let myself fall
there's a ghost at my wheel

Life has changed so much
since we last touched
Now I'm searching for a new life
while you're getting rid of (our) memories

If you need me
I'll be
walking down this desert road
inside my mind

Man these poem's are quite interesting keep it up guys .

I haven't posted in a long time. Here's another one of my poems.

Playground Swing

I swing
from an unpleasent memory
of simpler times
and undying smiles

The wires that have kept me safe
now threaten me with death
and broken dreams

Tell me these visions
these glimpses of the future
are fake and hollow sights

I'm reaching for something
I can't get
something I don't deserve
as I swing from an eternal remedy

Save me from December....

I like it, nice poem . Deep.

A short EVE online fanfic i wrote for the World Thread but it grew and grew and now i feel like it's worthy to be posted here.

I relaxed as i felt the gelatinous liquid inside my pod flowing in and invading my facial orifices, enveloping my naked body in an nurturing, protective environment. Something discharged inside my skull as the connection between the ship's AI and my mind was completed.
My blurry sight of the pod's darkened inside faded and was replaced by a view of the ship's gleaming exterior, as the output from the ship's camera drone pierced into my brain's centre of vision.

Without uttering a word, moving a handle or pressing a button, i gave the signal for the magnetic field holding my ship docked to release. The organic, assymetric shape of my Taranis-class interceptor frigate elegantly sled out of its docking bay, coming to a halt in midair. I felt a delightful prickle throughout my body, as if the ship's navigational modules were my legs, the ship's weapon turrets my arms, and the armored hull my skin.

The war machine hovered forward soundlessly, propelled by microscopic energy streams. An emotionless feminine voice manifested itself inside my mind.
"Free Captain Cycerin Strikebeam, you may complete the undocking procedure".

I threw my beast of war into the unforgiving void, the ship computers simulating the sound of my interceptor soaring out through the station's twentyfourth lauching strip. I bypassed lumbering industrial ships, acrobatic frigates and swarms of republic security ships, my bizarre spaceship's insect-like hull plating gleaming with reflections of innumerable spaceships drifting through the blackness.



I was immortal. Should i fail, i would be reborn. The universe's finest technology was mine to control. And out there, millions like me were chasing their own dreams, clashing and cooperating like a magnificent, indescribable space ballet. I loaded 360 units of Thorium hybrid charges into my railgun batteries and giggled at the sight of the system's sun flying past my ship like a tree seen from a car window. This would be a magnificent day indeed.
Edited by Cycerin, 15 August 2006 - 00:54.

Indeed it is worthy Cycerin, indeed it is. Your fanfic is very good.


My best,

Major Nuker